Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Wednesday 4-29-09

Hi Everyone, Yes I am still struggling so hard, I feel like I get No where, But I keep trying & struggling and feel so down about it, I know that is having a big oh pity party, but sometimes, u just can't get out of the pit no matter how hard you try.But something inside me says and I feel it is God Whispering keep trying Donna, Don't give up! and I know that God is by my side. Then fear is that I am not going to make it thu living in my new home! and I know that is not the way to think either as I should be enjoying my home now which I am so much, it is so hard to beleive after all these yrs. I have always wanted a home, But my Husband Always Wanted to Rent, But I wish it would of been a long time ago, it is such a neat feeling, and I do have such peace of being in our home. Well, I have ratteled on long enough! I also know a Postive outlook helps too, I have a lot of head knowledge on weight and food it is just doing it that is so hard for me...God Bless u all.....
P.S. This is why I need and want to lose weight so Bad, I do not like this pic.but I know like my Husband use to Say. Pics. Don't Lie and i feel I need to do this.


  1. Hang in there. It is a struggle. Some days are really hard, some days are easy, but know that you are totally worth all of the hard work!

  2. I agree with Lori! I have been in your shoes and I know it is hard to break that cycle. I hit an all time low when I got up to 315 lbs. I have sleep apnea, Type 2 diabetes, High blood pressure and circulation issues and it finally HIT ME that I HAD to do something about it or I would DIE. Every person has their bottom and that was mine. It sure isn't easy but YOU ARE WORTH IT! The people who love you think you are worth it and God thinks you are worth it! Please hang in there and know we are here to root you on! I am down 27 lbs since January 5th and have 128 more to go. Peace be with you!